
Thursday, May 04, 2006
had a big time argument n conflict wif my parents ytd... i was in the wrong i think but they didnt seem to understand the plight and situation tt mi and my sis is undergoing... cant say much abt wat the topic is here... incovenient... juz can say its all abt $$ n $$ n $$...
i left my hse at ard 7 plus wanting to go for dinner alone... but then due to the over boredom, i tried looking for a fren nearby to accompany mi... felt so hurt n disappointed in my family... but in the end.. to no avail...
therefore went down to town, as i wil b gg Zouk to club ltr... didnt feel like gg actually but then gg cuz its Shiyin's bdae celebration mah... hehe...in the end... ended up having my own dinner at TAKA...
the whole time ever since i left my house, parents have been calling mi.. but i juz refused to answer... i dun care abt anythin... they juz dun care n bother to even understand wat feelings i had...
dad juz msged mi n said tt i am in deep shit n trouble... wil tt realli scare mi? i dunno... juz felt tt being threatened by own family members is so hurtful n it juz simply sucks... my sis smsed mi oso... sayin tt she didnt like the way they treated us both, but cant b help... a mere 13 yr old gal sayin such things, i was impressed and shocked... she oso said tt mum confiscated the lappy... wel.. there is such thing called LAN shop in this world... pay pay lor... i can afford anyway...
clubbed all the way til Zouk closed... didnt realli enjoyed myself though i did realli try... Shimin did try make mi feel comfortable n beta..(thks dearest fren)...
went for supper aft tt all the way til abt 5.30am i think.. went home in the cab same as Andy(a guy wif abt 75% resembrance with Edison Chen, trust mi it is*winks*)
i reached my hse downstair abt 545 am... didnt go home... went to a nearby block to slp til morning 8.25am as i noe my parents wil be out by then... went home n slp til abt 1245pm then wake up for work... muz go out b4 they return...
tonight wil b workin til abt 1030pm... wun b gg home aft tt i think... shld b stayin out til veri veri late til next morning then go back... i juz hate them now... i dunno y... wat can i do to release this hurt n hatred? i dunno...
received a cal juz now frm a "customer" tt was looking for mi... the moment i answered the phone, the person hung up on mi b4 i cld say anythin... muz b my mum... it nt juz a gut feelings.. i juz noe it...
the onli prob now is how long is this whole issue gg to last... but til it is solved, i wil nv nv wan to see their face again... juz tt i need a place to stay... shld i juz go Angel's hse? her sis dun like it... i dunno lah... any1 can take in 1 refugee of a war? tel mi k?
SO MUCH TROUBLE N SADDNESS AND THE ONLI 1 I WISH TO SEE IS YOU MY DEAREST ANGEL!!! HOPE YOU WILL CAL MI WHEN U READ THIS... MY HEART POUNDS JUZ FOR YOU NOW...
posted at Thursday, May 04, 2006... bye...
Marcus Yeo
19/11/1985
Age : 20
Area : Hougang/Paya Lebar
Family
My SeaGull
Friends
Drinking
Clubbing
Playing Piano
Playing Guitar
Liars
Backstabbers
People whu Take Others for Granted
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