
Saturday, April 29, 2006
still rmb tt time at Zouk entrance... tt was where i 1st told her tt i liked her... it wasnt done in a proper manner... i juz merely whispered to her as there were so mani ppl ard... i didnt dare do so at 1st but then tt Jo "gave" mi courage... lolx...
all i told her was tt i liked her.. then she like shunnin away frm mi... nt becuz i startled her, but becuz it wasnt the rite timing... as she juz nice at the moment was feeling hurt due to sum other probs...
but wat did i wanna say to her? other than myself, mayb no1 else wld noe...
i might nt b as handsome as J.
i might nt b able to drive as wel as G.
but my Love for you
cant b matched wif juz mere words n looks
My heart tts beats for you has you as its Bass Speakers
Strong when its nearer, n fades when you r far
And with every sound tt comes out of it
wld make my heart beat accordingly
nt sure y am i so crazi, but I'm juz sure of 1 thing
the greatest thing tt ever happened was knowing you
i hav always dreamt of being with you
and every night i wld pray tt my dream wld come true one day
my angel... waiting for you to fly into my life 1 day, into my heart, into my soul...
i wil wait 4 u 4eva if i hav to... stayin by ur side, lookin aft u, waitin on you all my life
IF BEING LOVE IS FORTUNATE, MY ANGEL,YOU WOULD B THE MOST FORTUNATE PERSON IN THIS WORLD FOR MY LOVE FOR YOU IS INFINITE...
PATIENTLY HERE WAITING FOR YOU, JUS FOR YOU
posted at Saturday, April 29, 2006... bye...
(0) commentsFriday, April 28, 2006
hi ppl... so long nv blog liao(1 mth i think)... missed mi? hehe... wel... here to tel u wat went on all this tyme when i was away frm here...
Love
there is this gal, "Angel", noe her thru my work place at Golden Mile Complex... she is kinda an interesting gal n her attracted mi alot... how n why u might ask... wel... gals wif confidence, attitude and have their own characters are best magnets for mi... though she might b short-tempered but tts where it brings out her frank n truthful side of her... she is nv afraid in expressing herself which i always find it as a gd point...
she n i had a interesting 1st time meeting...
i took her file and changed it to mine n was ticked off by her(this is the summary of it)... but b4 tt, when i 1st saw her pic in Five Star in this particular MSN acc, she gave mi a veri mysterious feeling when i saw the pic, it was a babe... trust mi when i say- BABE... i wanted to noe this gal so i asked whu this is but like cant seem to find her... wel... i found her by chance or can u say by fate? hehe...
stayed over her place this few days actually(nt alone, wif a grp)... had lotsa fun except for sum parts in between(wil explain ltr)... her family are all veri interesting people, makin up of like 2 cute sisters n her parents whu r 4eva humorous and easy-to-get-along... hehe... nice family wif strong warmth within...
we go clubbin together quite often nowadays(Zouk, Phuture, Desire n 80 Bar)along wif 2 other person(her bestie, Joanna n GW)... i juz love her company n chatin wif her though there is sumthin else which i dun like(explain ltr)... i juz feel so so so so comfortabe wif her ard my side... when i see her, the sensational feelings i hav inside is like xploding n wanting to burst out strong... every sms or calls tt cums in, i wld juz wished its her... no matter wat she wants mi to do, i wld... but wld it go unappreciated? i dunno n dun wish to ask so much or noe so much... the simplest way to do things wld always b one of the best way...
went drinkin wif her n a couple of our frens 2 days ago... she gt drunk, this guy(gw) took care of her all the way... y wasnt it mi u might ask, cuz it was a respect n i wasnt feeling in the best mood to take care of any1 as i juz quarrelled wif my mum tt veri day n nt feeling gd at all... though my heart hurts as i see her falls into sum1 else's arms n her suffering face tt was so pale, there is nuthin i cld do...
this guy gw is sum1 tt likes her too(in case u all dunno), we r frens, or wld i say, acting to b frens? though she might nt see it but its kinda obvious... the 2 of us wld always b wif her no matter where she goes, we r like gd pals then, but then, its all an act... cuz aft she is nt ard, he wld juz ignore n gv mi sum attitude...WATEVA, kinda childish dun u think? hehe
this guy is juz nuthin but a boost... he is oso veri insensitive n not understanding enough(i'm nt sayin these cuz i'm jealous or wat, i dun mind competition but it gets bad when u can see all he say n does r juz lies)... he says things tt mostly untrue n does things tt is nt wat he said...he is oso an over defensive person...meaning BUAY SIA SU(cannot lose out)... let mi name a few incident...
1. aft clubbing at zouk, sum1 said he wanna go home as he is veri veri tired, in the end, he boarded the cab wif us n then went bfast wif us all the wat til morning, then when we send angel home, he alighted together wif her, send her to sch or sumthin... aft clubbing always ask him where he goin, he wld say Tiong as his relative stays there, he stays in Woodlands, but in the end he wil alwyas tag along wif us or rather, her... if u wanna tag along wif her juz say so, no need like act til so great tt u hav a relative stayin at Tiong... cuz he always say " i hav a relative staying at Tiong but then i cant go so early." my goodness, do u even believe in such crap?
2. 2 nights ago, he send her back as she was drunk rite? wel, he bumped into the sister, n she asked her whether he stayin over, he said no(a firm no was given to her sister as tt was wat i heard), in the end, he left onli the day aft together as i send her to sch... i didnt stay over as i didnt hav a chance to send her back, i went home wif Joanna, slept n met up wif them at her place...
3. said he wanna see doc to take MC as think he cant bear to leave her side... said tt he wanna go Polyclinic to see... then aft tt, he say he dunno where, he repeated tt like so mani times, as if wan as accompany him go see... Angel hav classes 1 lor, nt like him leh... he nv understand... but then, in the end, we told him go Outram SGH... in the midst of walkin to the MRT, keep sayin tt he wanna see Private, then aft tt think think, he wld go to SGH... y? isnt it obvious, cheaper mah... if u no cash say lah, can lend u 1st no need like try to b strong...
4. claims tt there is an online transactions of funds to him frm his fren(his fren owes him $$ was wat he said)... then check frm an ATM, he say can see tt the funds r dangling there, juz tt its nt transferred over!!!( YOU BELIEVE??) it was like on Mon he said tt, today already Fri, still nt over? it onli takes 3 working days max... say til like i nv work in banks b4 or nv inter-bank trsf funds b4... told him 3 days can go thru n guess wat he said? "DBS Bank takes longer time.... can u even believe this guy? haha...
5. whenever i get close wif her wif him ard, he wld like msg her wif his phone to "disturb" us... like wth lor... hav capabilities no need like this rite? hehe... anyway, he wld msg things like, "can u make things clear to mi, as marcus seems so into u"... wtf lor... y pressure her like tt? like she owes u an answer...she wld make a choice when the times cum n when she needs to... there is no need to pressure her like tt lor... as he dunno wat she is thinkin now n oso dun even bother askin her, he juz thinks tt wat he doin now is gonna get her as his gf... there is sum1 in her mind n heart tt she cant release juz yet and her studies r giving her enough pressure( she is gonna study damn hard for scholarship due to difficulties)... give her the space man... y tie her up so tightly? she nt even yours yet, cant realli dare to imagine next time if they realli r together...
6. he plans things for her like so nice(i beg to differ though) but then when it cums to activities tt involves ppl more than juz them, he wil b damn sloppy, as in anyhow oso can lor... i wun say wat it is as it meant to b a surprise...
7. he gets so touchy wif her at times even her bestie cant stand it... MAN GET THIS STRAIGHT IN UR THICK SKULL, A GAL ALLOWS U TO TOUCH HER DOESNT MEAN SHE DUN DESERVE THE RESPECT FRM YOU PHYSICALLY!!!
8. juz last night, when we both stayed over her place... she was asleep, then we played cards wif her dad til 3am plus this morning... then she woke up to do her hmwrk... her dad went to slp n we went to her room, he he laid on her bed n then start sayin childish stuffs... as he went to SGH, they referred him to the Specialist as he was found wif excessive white blood cells... then he said things like, he is dyin, he wished to die... things like he scared diagnosed wif sum terminal dieseases n say things like wld raher die than to noe wat incurable sickness he has... then i say if u dun wish to noe then dun go 4 checkup but if u wish to noe, then go 4 it at least when u die, u noe the reason which makes ur pain much beta... then he like wanna noe n dun wanna noe at the same time... (is tt even possible??) he was like having so much fun playin cards then the moment he went into her room, he say such things tt is totally of 2 extreme moods... he kept repeating his "thoughts" for like 30mins straight n no matter how much advise we tried to give, he wil tend to look on the negative side... attention seeker or sympathy gainers? u decide... i cldnt take it any longer n juz pass a remark unto him as an sympathy gainer, he was like super defensive sayin"marucs dun pisse mi off" like wtf lor... haha...
anyway... tts kinda sums up all abt him...
back to her n i... i hav sumthin in stored of her upcumin bdae on the 22nd... but most prob i onli celebrate another day as my mum's bdae is on the 21st... n 22nd is a mon( hav to work)... how i wished i cld b there... hehe... i get to send her to sch every morning as i adjusted my schedule starting time in accordance to her sch starting time... hehe... i dunno y i did it... i juz did, mayb as fate plays a part, it gonna show mi tt a real GEM takes hard work n sacrifice to attain...
I WILL ALWAYS B RITE HERE WAITING FOR YOU!!!
JUST KNOW THAT I WILL ALWAYS B THERE FOR YOU NO MATTER HOW TOUGH OR ROUGH THE ROAD IN FRONT OF US CAN GET, TRUST MI, JUST TAKE THE CHANCE AND WE CAN GO THROUGH IT ALL TOGETHER
posted at Friday, April 28, 2006... bye...
Sunday, April 02, 2006
today went of wif my fren to town... on the way there, called up baobei... veri long nv tok 2 her liao... so i did... she was at her nephew's gf's place(her nephew is 3yrs old)... haha
we tok alot but mostly all abt r/s... tok abt her feelings for this guy she likes... she was kinda troubled though... wel, though realli xin tong, i gave her all the advice, possiblity tt i can think of n help her calm down a little... hopefully it helps... as long as she hapi, i oso hapi... though wat i can do is to juz watch, but i muz definitely b there for her when she needs sum1 to help, advice or juz listen to her...
caught the movie, Your, Mine n Ours today wif my fren... damn funi show but yet touching... a guy gave up his highest honor for his family... i wld actually do the same though... hahaha...
posted at Sunday, April 02, 2006... bye...
Marcus Yeo
19/11/1985
Age : 20
Area : Hougang/Paya Lebar
Family
My SeaGull
Friends
Drinking
Clubbing
Playing Piano
Playing Guitar
Liars
Backstabbers
People whu Take Others for Granted
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