
Friday, March 10, 2006
y whenever my feelings grow for sum1 or sumthing, there wil b things tt happen tt is nt gg the way i wanted? i feel so distant frm her, i dunno wat to do... i mis her so much n the missing part grows each passing min,moment,time n days... think this time i realli wanna b serious... but izzit gonna work out at all?
huimin did ask mi to wait 4 her return... think tts the onli thing i can do now... this sat she wil b back but then... haiz... too much tots, but dunno how to express...
met up wif Henry last night for supper, pool n chit-chat til this morning 6am... though late but damn fun, we tok alot, catched up alot n like old time bros... so different the feeling...
i do get lotsa of freedom frm viv, tt i can go n do wateva i like n she oso can but, does gvin freedom cuz sum1 to turn distant frm u? mich n i was like tt... shld i follow n start restricting? but if i do, wil it show tt there's no trust? haiz... as i said.. too mani tots but no way to express it... wanna find sum1 whu can realli hear mi out n advice on my issue but til now, there's none...
the most matured Amelia... hopefully she can n can make time 4 mi this evening... she said she might hav programmes so might nt b able to meet mi... does matured advice work in my situation? does it apply to my relationship? i dunno... is she realli too young? but there is no age limit in a relationship, is there? ARGH!!! CONFUSED!!!
WHERE ARE YOU? WAITING FOR YOU TO COME BACK HERE
posted at Friday, March 10, 2006... bye...
Marcus Yeo
19/11/1985
Age : 20
Area : Hougang/Paya Lebar
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