
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
wel... finally asked my baobei to b my gf... she said too fast... i respected tt... cum to think of it... how long we realli get to know one another? a week? haha...
as i was directing myself to tt million dollar qns, i was damn anxious, nervous n like scared of her reaction oso... in the end, i gt to know her answer... "b fren 1st then see how" as we hav still miles of knowledge we need to know abt one another... it takes time to do so but time oso cannot b a factor to measure LOVE rite? haha...
i am damn clear cut on how i am thinkin n feeling abt her... she did hav lotsa doubts abt mi but then it was all cleared up... all her qns... so funi n cute.. juz like her.. haha
she was askin thing abt my feelings, how i am sure its nt a crush, mich, etc... haha... i was glad to b able to answer all her doubts.. but then whether she believed anot is a different thing all together...
she said she dun wan mi to change for her but then i always feel tt guys shld change and accept gals for whu they r as this is a honour... how gals in this world u wld wanna push urself to go change for rite?
though i noe tt she is sum1 wif lotsa close guy frens, i wld tel myself nt to control her n gv her the freedom, trust tt she needs and let her do wateva she wans so long as she noes her heart is here wif mi... i muz oso understand and nt doubt or feel angry/ jealous(though its common)...
i dunno how baobei is feeling but then, i hav a rough idea though.. hha... have been askin my female close frens wat certain actions means if a gals does it to a guy... answers still quite satisfactional... haha...
tt HUIMIN missin for a few days already... say wld clarify things wif mi but then she is either nt free, working, church, cell or sumthin else... i dunno her liao lah... juz feel tt our frenship in her mind is juz worth tt small n little... do wateva she wans... dun wanna b bothered liao...
posted at Wednesday, March 22, 2006... bye...
Marcus Yeo
19/11/1985
Age : 20
Area : Hougang/Paya Lebar
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