
Friday, February 17, 2006
as u all hav seen tat for the past weeks, my life hav always been on the downward side... though in the middle there r sum ups but it was basically down down n down... wat can i do? need a saviour...
out of job feeling actually nt tat bad... gt more time, can wake up at anytime u wan, no routine to follow, no instructions to follow haha...
woke up at 11.38am juz now, played my guitar... my fingers bleeding again... hav been playin guitar for the past weeks every night w/o fail at least muz b 2-5 hours... they r numb liao so doesnt hurt anymore, juz bleeding onli... finally practiced the song "Wo Zhen De Shou Shang Le" till near decent level... there are lots of rooms for improvement though but cant go on animore, dun wanna dirty my guitar... mayb practice ltr again when the bleeding stop...
strings oso gettin rusty, mayb gg out to get a new set of strings ltr... muz find David to go wif mi, his opinion always frank 1, so tats the best advice i can find liao...
will b gg club street again, but now no work, dunno whether shld i spend like tat... Mum recommended mi this data entry thing... paid 10cents for each entry(consist of Company's Name n Fax number onli) she hav like 1500+ contacts... when can i ever finish?
ARGH!!!! woke up now n oso knowing she is slpin.. mis her so much but dun wanna disturb her... she need her beauty slp mah... still wondering wat she is thinkin... am i too strong, too fast, or too fierce? i dunno, onli she can tel mi herself... i realli wonder whu i am to her... she did say NO COMMENTS last night though but yet, tt the worst remark any1 can ever hav, it shows, ignoring, hack care... so mani qns tat i need ans but she seems so mysterious n hard to find out... I NEED TO WORK HARDER!!!
FIND A JOB, FIND MY HEART, FIND MYSELF... tats my plans for now
posted at Friday, February 17, 2006... bye...
Marcus Yeo
19/11/1985
Age : 20
Area : Hougang/Paya Lebar
Family
My SeaGull
Friends
Drinking
Clubbing
Playing Piano
Playing Guitar
Liars
Backstabbers
People whu Take Others for Granted
TwO TiMeRs