
Monday, February 20, 2006
WO SHI SHEN LE!!(SOB SOB) so hard to take it, cant sing n play mi guit can juz practice solemnly...lolx
woke up at 6am today cuz of my cough... it has gotten worse again... now whenever i cough, my throat wil hav this nerve splitting pain... even my ears will oso feel the pain... haiz... so i sit up n slp aft took my medicine, drank honey water n ate cough sweets... throat is damn bad now... is it tat hard to abstain frm alcohol?
woke up again at 8plus... cant slp wel... dunno y... perspiring like a pig... cleaned up myself then go back to slp again
woke up at 10 plus again, due to the cough again.. i was like havin a heaven's dream when the cough again sent this splitting pain to my throat n ears... this time wake up cant even move my body... growin weaker each passing moment... is it cuz i nv tok to her? lolx... dun think so lah juz jk onli... haha
dragged myself to slp downstair's sofa cuz my room no fan, onli aircon n tat wld make my throat realli dry... aft like 30min, felt much beta but still cant tok n controlling my cough like mad... haiz... wat a start... how i wish, this angel wil cum frm nowhere and save mi frm this agony(shld noe whu i tokin ab rite?) lolx...
suddenly rmbed how mich treat mi when i was sick, she was so caring then... the girl of my dreams then but wats the point if tat cares onli cums when u r sick rite? i wil show the 1 i love tat my care n concern for her doesnt cum onli when she is in trouble, sick, etc but it wil b ongoin 24/7...
realli dunno wat time she wil wake up... heard things frm her tat hurts mi as it seems like a headless chicken tat is so lost n unsure of which direction she is suppossed to walk... hope tat i can b tat light of her's leading her to the path where her real happiness can b found...
posted at Monday, February 20, 2006... bye...
Marcus Yeo
19/11/1985
Age : 20
Area : Hougang/Paya Lebar
Family
My SeaGull
Friends
Drinking
Clubbing
Playing Piano
Playing Guitar
Liars
Backstabbers
People whu Take Others for Granted
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