
Saturday, February 18, 2006
i was to b "forced" out of the house by my mum's constant nagging, complaints... she is foreva taking her anger out on us whenever she is in bad mood... doesnt she ever hear the word called reasoning? quarrelled wif her too cuz i realli cannot take it animore..
went to club street... mood realli down... found a few frens whu were suppossed to join mi but end up, i went alone... wat jerks n LIARS... i hate liars, i realli do... y muz ppl lie to one another? y cant they juz b frank, honest abt things? but honest ppl r already growing into extinction...
tok to her there... know tat for the 2nd consecutive day she didnt eat liao... heartache... no way i can convince her to even take a bite... she cant go on like this, she is bound to suffer... i nt sure wat she is gg thru but wat i noe is tat she need encouragement, support most now... i didnt tok to her much yesterday as wel as joke wif her... i was juz as troubled... i ordered 1 jar of beer, i drank as fast as i can juz to get wasted, i dun wanna keep thinkin of wat a terrible night this is... she ended work early as she says feeling unwell... then she said tat her dad is cumin to pick her up... i left as wel... actually she said tat i cld send her back yesterday, think she 4gt liao... nvm then...
i was drunk, n she left mi alone... wat did i do this time? haiz... i realli dunno wat i did...
checked my phone this morning and found tat i made 2 calls last night... one to Jeanie n the other to her... wat did i say to them or wat they say to mi? i roughly rmb a guy fren of Jo picked up the phone and said she was drunk in his car n was slpin... is tat her dad? i believe it is in my heart and tat is enough... and tat Jeanie was scolding mi tryin to ask mi wake up my idea or sumthin like tat lah... cant realli rmb wat happened exactly...
i still considering on whether to go down tonight anot... i dun wanna always go then go hm alone... she hav mani probs ard her n i wanna help... i been thru alot too and i realli believe i can help...but all these are possible onli if she is willing for mi to help... i dunno wat to do liao.. totally lost, any1 out there can help mi find a way out? advice is oso wat i need now...
HURT by THE ONE, LAST MEMORIES LEFT by THE ONE
posted at Saturday, February 18, 2006... bye...
Marcus Yeo
19/11/1985
Age : 20
Area : Hougang/Paya Lebar
Family
My SeaGull
Friends
Drinking
Clubbing
Playing Piano
Playing Guitar
Liars
Backstabbers
People whu Take Others for Granted
TwO TiMeRs