
Sunday, February 12, 2006
last night went clubbing as u all hav read... received a "terrible" news... i heard tat she is attached... sudden pain came creaking up my heart... it like...PAIN.
went drinkin and partying wif David aft tat... tried to keep my mind of things but to no avail... so i juz keep drinkin alone while David juz did wat he usually do(babes hunting)... i dunno y but i juz cant enjoy myself the entire night... hav i realli fallen for her?
think i was like dead drunk last night...had impressions of the night though... things like, goin home alone, mi callin her in the middle of the night and she sayin things like she confirm swear gt no boyfriend, playin guitar... all these events were happening, i think... nt sure... haha... wonder wat i told her last night oso... realli cant rmb... muz hav made myself look like a damn clown in front of her... i wonder how...
asked her out on Valentine's... but she nt confirm as usual... think most prob is a BIG NO again... wat to do? juz hav to wait for her reply... i realli wish for her to go out wif mi on Valentine's... she workin on Monday all the way til Tues morning, still count as Valentine's rite? hahaha...
whenever i wif her always feel comfortable n happi, even to juz look at her frm far... is this realli the Love Power tat all of us are tokin abt?
went to her Friendster profile today and read, cuz nuthin to do... found out her likes n dislikes... and oso slight things abt her ex-bf... quite hurting when i read thru but i understand how she felt... i did hav gf leaving mi n mi choosing nt to wait 4 her too... finally i found tat she is nt tat different frm mi aft all... like same boat... i dunno... abt her, i still hav mani things tat i yet to find out...
she says she like to disturb ppl, i realli hope she wld cal n disturb mi... i wld b delighted n over the World's Greatest Moon...
posted at Sunday, February 12, 2006... bye...
Marcus Yeo
19/11/1985
Age : 20
Area : Hougang/Paya Lebar
Family
My SeaGull
Friends
Drinking
Clubbing
Playing Piano
Playing Guitar
Liars
Backstabbers
People whu Take Others for Granted
TwO TiMeRs