
Monday, February 13, 2006
called her at 3am this morning... she juz reached home.. how i noe? i hav my ways... juz didnt noe which home she is in... sms her tellin her tat i needed to talk to her... nt sure whether did she get my intentions rite anot... i was feeling rather down tats all
i msged my boss tat i cant report for work today cuz i am nt feeling wel... all i gt frm him is tat he says i lying and tat he wanna fire mi becuz of tat.. wat can i do? i juz hav to follow orders rite? wel... since he refused to tok to mi, i hav no choice... i talked wif Mum over the matter and she said she wld help...
Mum called mi back and said tat boss wanna see mi tml... its my off day and i hav to go back... haiz... but anyway, i dun hav programmes tml... might as wel juz waste my life n time over at workplace as i'm sure she wil b wif her "love"
i was reading blogs all night frm all my friends, friends' links... found out tat she is attached... is she lying? but i trust her... i do but wat i read n see cant b wrong too... my mind n heart now in total chaos, both tryin to surpass one another, its a hard feeling... nv felt this way ever since Mich... can any1 out there advise/help mi? juz show mi a way out of this mess...
i cant deny my feelings for her anymore, it no longer juz the looks now but oso her character tat i see but oso in the ways she does things... caring, responsible, natural characteristics of an innocent young girl... my heart beats so damn fast everytime i see her... always wanna try to hide my true feelings but think she might hav felt it cumin out strong... sumtimes, i juz afraid tat it is too strong... ADVISE NEEDED!!!
posted at Monday, February 13, 2006... bye...
Marcus Yeo
19/11/1985
Age : 20
Area : Hougang/Paya Lebar
Family
My SeaGull
Friends
Drinking
Clubbing
Playing Piano
Playing Guitar
Liars
Backstabbers
People whu Take Others for Granted
TwO TiMeRs